As the owner of several public blogs, one would have to ask “why another?” There are several reasons why I’ve opted to start a brand new blog for this part of my life. While many close friends and family are aware of the trials and tribulations, I still really can not talk to them. They are busy living their lives, and rightly so. When it comes right down to it, they would be there for me in a heartbeat, I know this and very aware of it. They would listen until their ears bled. However, I can not bring myself to let it all out with any of them. Perhaps in time I’ll allow a few of them to know the URL for this blog, but that remains to be seen.
There is another small group of people that know me, and are visitors to my other sites. For them, this part of my life is simply none of their business. It’s far too personal and involved to allow them access. Not that I am aware any of them would ever use it against me or my family, it’s just really nothing I care to share with them.
With those two reasons, it really has left me in a place where I have no where to let everything out. I’ve been neglecting my main blog because there is so much I need to get out of my system. While I may not be the best of writers, I do find the process to be rather cathartic. Perhaps having some place to vent will allow me to get back to being open again in other aspects of my life, because for the time being I’m on shut down.
I know I really haven’t said much in this first post, but it is just the beginning. Beginning to the end? or Beginning to a start? I have no idea where this journey is going to take any of us. It’s just as new to me as it is to you reading it…
For now, I must get some sleep. When I wake, I will begin the tale.
