Feeling like I’m in a slump

Today. I’m feeling a mixture of things. Bummed, overwhelmed, dissatisfied, slow…I can go on. I know what the problem is, and I know how it needs to be fixed. I find myself looking for those quick answers and solutions, but for this there are none. I’m still having problems locating a good support group online [...]

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In seeking help: Denial, Enabling, and Co-Dependency

It has become apparent throughout all of this, I need to seek help for myself  alongside if he makes the effort to become clean. In trying to have conversations with others, seeking advice there isn’t much friends can offer as they haven’t gone through this and they can’t relate. Their hearts are definitely in the [...]

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Slow down…pace yourself…breathe

Today I was fairly close to just calling it quits. Packing my own and my daughters belongings and just getting back to where all my family and friends are. Had you asked me around noon time today, I felt I was completely justified in such a reaction. But that was just it, it was a [...]

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The Beginning of the Past

Last week, I gave the ultimatum. I don’t like giving ultimatums, I never have. I’ve always been a firm believer of free will and choice, either you benefit from it, or you suffer the consequences of it and learn a lesson. What has finally sunk in 11 years later is that this doesn’t work with [...]

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Why here? Why now?

As the owner of several public blogs, one would have to ask “why another?”  There are several reasons why I’ve opted to start a brand new blog for this part of my life.  While many close friends and family are aware of the trials and tribulations, I still really can not talk to them. They [...]

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